When things are pushing me down…
This is the time when I had so many things to do and decide upon, but it seemed so hard…
it hurts so much to be in this situation and yet I cannot do anything to make it easy, not only for me but for the people around me…
I’m starting to lose up..
I feel so lost and empty…
I feel disappointed about myself…
Disappointed that I can’t do the same thing I used to do — to ease the pain, esp. to the people I hold close to my heart…
I feel so much of a failure…
and I hate all of these feelings…=(
March 29th, 2009 at 1:08 am
why feel such failure if you have us with you?
we’ll never let you down, NEVER.
you’ll always be our mother hen
love you lola